Lately, I've been trying to figure this whole life thing out. So far i've gotten no where. I mean why does everything have to be so damn hard. I've been working so hard for some time and i've seen little or no progress at all. Clearly im doing something wrong, what that is though...i have no idea. School just started for me and already i knoiw its going to be a hell of a quater. My classes this time around are much more demanding. Which means i have to step my game up a thousand. But already...im thinking negative, saying that i'll never get it and i'm not going to do certain assignments. This attitude and energy needs to NOT happen this quater. I WILL make sure i excel this term, and i refuse to fail. But as for everything else in life...im about to be 21 very very soon. Still i have no plans, even a simple idea as to what i should do...and it's driving me insane. I'll be 21, still trying to figure out my life. i'm not even sure if im spending 50G's for the right reasons in the school im in. I wish i had a life coach, better yet a map as to which way to go next for happiness and success. Does that exist anywhere? I started this new year off with a slow start, and not very happy. I guess thats why everything is happening the way it is for now. I just need a good weekend out or in with good company and people who'd understand that i just need an ear. That's all i need, i think. Until then im offically Miserable. Yea miserable indeed.
Rebel For A Cause,
AuthentikSupa.Flai
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If you have to force yourself though something that gives you more doubts than pleasure, then you are doing something grave. We're basically too young to get a grasp on what life is supposed to be or if there's supposed to be some guide to tell us what is right from wrong.
Just put your iron fist through the whole thing now so that everything can come to you more clearly, rather than running for every single thing you can.
Or just change your perspective.
:) that helped. maybe i should see how things work out, tough it out a lil longer.
if not...im moving to canada and starting life over.
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