It's almost a year, tomorrow.

My lord, it’s been a year since you’ve been gone. I still cant believe it. And i wish you were here, but i know your healthy, safe, and happy where you are now. i love you Verj.

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AuthentikSupa.Flai

The Yankeeeeeess win!

In New York we smoke Phillies.

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I Cant Even Front.

It's sucks that today is my boyfriend's birthday...
and this happens to be the most depressing, horrific, terrible week…maybe even month for me. And i’m not being over dramatic. How am i supposed to act like i’m happy when i’m feeling so much pain inside?
this just cant be reality.


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Happy Birthday King.

Today is my lovely King's birthday. He doesnt read my blogs...let alone knows i have one. But either way Happy Birthday to you bae. I'm gonna switch the roles tonight in every way possible and hopefully make this Birthday a good one for him. Dinner and a movie, then back home for who knows what.

Happy Birthday Love.

&& all of my lovely Libras! i love you all oh so much!


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FUCKERY in it's Finest Form.

Just when you thought you can depend on family & everything was going to be okay....


their the FIRST ones to leave you stranded.



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Good Hair.

So, I went to see the Documentary Good Hair over the weekend with a good friend of mines. And like i imagined, i really enjoyed the film. I found the film very informative and i think Chris Rock answered all the questions people may have had regarding the ever so controversial topic of "good hair". But after reading some reviews today about the film i'm a little upset. As if i made the film lol. According to one source, "Several Black Woman feel belittled after watching the film". Uhmmm okay. YES, Chris Rock targeted Black Woman. It was only right he did since this film was revolved around his 2 daugthers, who at a very early age began to ask why their hair wasnt the same as others around them. It was also only right to solely focus on Black Woman because for some reason hair is such a huge staple in our lives. When i read further into the reviews i became more and more upset because to me...hair is just hair. I never really cared as much about it, as the woman depicted on this film were. I would never spend more than 60 dollars to get my hair done, nor will i ever. Some females in this movie actually spend thousands for a weave. Dont get me wrong...there is nothing wrong with spending it. IF YOU HAVE IT. If you know you have rent to pay, but yet your spending money to get your hair done there is a problem. Even though a lot of females may not actually use their "esstential" money for their hair needs...there's a whole other group of females that would. And i believe that is the sole statement Chris Rock is trying to get across. More than 80% of the minority population spend thousands on hair products and things of that nature a year. You know how many people can send their children to school with that money?!?!. I dont have nothing wrong with woman who have their hair relaxed, and perm their hair. By all means, do you. But me personally, has never relaxed or permed my hair and i find that amazing. I love my natural hair. Im not afraid of the rain, and i'm not afraid to sweat. Im not afraid of people calling me artsy, soul, a sistah, or anything of that sort. Because to me...it's just hair. My hair is my crown and glory and that's that. I'll do anything to take care of it. Though i think saving 1000 dollars a year would help benefit me in the long run. So in my opinion i think this was a very well executed film, bravo to you Chris. I may get alot of negative feed back on this...but hey it's my opinion. And i'm happy to be nappy. :).

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I Still Hate Mondays.

Mondays are by far the worse day out of the week. and anyone who disagree's can just fall off the earth. Every Monday i have to come back to work. With tons of work, which isnt an issue until someone feels the need to complain or slow down my pace. I wish i can be blessed with another job, so i can up and jump outta here but until then i shall stay and suck it up like a real woman should. HHAHAHA that's nasty. Til then I HATE FUCKING MONDAYS.


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